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2008-11-18T14:48:00.003+08:00

I think today is wasted... wasted

totally no mood.. things have developed to the situation that puts me at a damn pessimistic stage... symptoms are showing and they are not good signs... Things seems to be back again... I realise I still cannot change that part of myself... In fact, it has just turned for the worse it seems...

Pathetic lame idiot....

Me

2008-11-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I never thought I got a chance, it has always been wishful thinking on my part... Low confidence piece of shit...

The sense of foreboding and ominous feeling is so strong that I feel that the sky can just fall down anytime... damn... somethings really should have been left unsaid.. sometimes i am too quick to trust..

I just have a simple wish... I just hope things can be simpler...

Changes

2008-03-21T13:30:00.002+08:00

Things are changing... dun seem to be for the better...

changes are suppose to be for the better but it would be extremely frustrating that things change not the way you want them to... Am i too greedy, or that it is a blessing in disguise??? I hope is the latter...

So does my mood...

xyz

Life Goes On - Leann Rimes

2008-03-14T15:09:00.002+08:00

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...

You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy you would crank and wind
Baby, I would give til you wore it out
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
If you're still thinkin' you're the daddy mac
You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye 'cause you can't go back
Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...

Wish I knew then what I know now
You held all the cards and sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once,
Shame on me if you fooled me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye 'cause you can't go back
Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

Na na na na na life goes on, na na na na na made me strong
Got a feeling and I can't go back
Life goes on (and it's only gonna make me strong)
Life goes on and on and on

Shame on you if you fooled me once,
Shame on me if you fooled me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye 'cause you can't go back
Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

Na na na na na life goes on, na na na na na made me strong
Whoa, yeah
Got a feeling and I can't go back...
(No, can't go back... No Yeah...
I got to go now, moving on... No time to back to make me strong
Got a feeling and I can't go back
No, can't go back... No Yeah...)

忍

2008-03-14T14:49:00.001+08:00

我真的觉得我的忍功一流。。。哈哈哈

XYZ
卖瓜自卖自夸。。。哈哈

XYZ

2008-03-06T15:12:00.002+08:00

A term coined by the CSC members 2 years ago, to describe someone talking some "alien" language and is confusing others by what he/she says...

Hmmm... I have to agree that sometimes that I really have the tendency to not answer the question asked... but I have to say that sometimes, it is really the people who do not understand what I am trying to say... I am not really good at putting out my words to others. Take for example today, while i commented on something and I am shot down like I am talking some gibberish... sianz... not the first time already!!!! Maybe I tend to look at things differently from other peoples ba.. 一言难尽...

I am not angry or anything, just wanted to voice myself out, since most of the time, what I said is not regarded or not even being noted... I will still be the XYZ I am... And well, about not to be so low self-confidence, I guess that still take time to change... LOL

And CSC seems to be changing... I do not understand some stuff anymore... things change, people change... And it keeps me thinking abt what motives people have in mind when they are doing certain stuff... It makes things so untrustable, so taxing as it keeps thinking (cuz I am someone who thinks alot... really alot... *quite hard to kick this habit thou...)

I think I have to learn how to filter what is going thru my mind... I felt some are really redundant thoughts...

XYZ

Black

2008-03-01T02:14:00.001+08:00

Today, I woke up and saw CHARCOAL.....

in the mirror

XYZ
HAHAHHAHA... going nuts

S-POP

2008-02-26T22:24:00.001+08:00

Haiz... dunno why i so excited abt the S-POP recording that was shown ytd... I was still talking to my friends abt it... then i suddenly realise that it was that fateful day that my grandma passed away... haiz...

XYZ

finally

2008-02-18T02:41:00.002+08:00

Finally feeling better after nearly a week of handicap (my knee is swollen... the swell is HUGE!!!) ... want to go running cannot run, wanna play dodgeball cannot play... even sleeping is kinda like a problem to me due to the extreme discomfort i experienced...

Phew... went to the doctor ytd morning, was given a jab and painkillers.. really saviour of the day man... missed my makeup lect cuz of the doc appt and the hip hop dance thou... haizz... tit for tat...

I think I am taking to long to finish my assignments le!!!!! ahhhhh headache sian...

xyz
Going crazy...

Regret

2008-02-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

I regretted doing something... something out of a moment of folly... Just one thing.. And I seem to have betrayed the trust of someone...

XYZ
haiz... stupid fool...

Freak

2008-02-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

Drawing two lines and stoning for 10 min... wat the hell am i doing...

Better go get medicine tml... this is getting too much.. cannot do anything I wanna do... think i gonna give the Udodge a miss too... sianz... Irritated to the max..

Anyway, one good news is that I managed to clear my laptop of the irritating virus.. phew.. And it is Valentines Day tomorrow... I wish all my friends 有情人终成眷属... 没有情人的, a Happy International Friendship Day!!!! =)

XYZ
feel like amputating my legs!!!!

Pek Chek

2008-02-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh... the pain in my kneecap is HORRIBLE!!! I CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!!

It is like some aching, with pain, with soreness, with every kind of pain u can think of... I feeling damn pathetic right now... even crapping dun ease the pain... I cannot bring my mind of it... ARGHHHH....

It is like 生不如死...

XYZ
Excruciating!!!!

Stage Fright

2008-01-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

Haha... damnit, I so cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot speak in front of class.. hahaha

I am still shivering from the after effect and it suddenly feel so cold now...

Lucky that the presentation is a breeze... phewwww

XYZ
brrrrrrrr...

HAHA

2008-01-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

Saw a damn funny quote on my friend's msn nick, here it goes:

"War does not determine who is right - only who is left"

Funny but quite true thou... Keke

XYZ signing off
To those who are sick, GET WELL SOON!!!

CSC day

2008-01-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

CSC day just ended today with a BANG... the setting is huge!!! Well Done lah... hahaha...

My mind is still full of the song written by our own csc members...

Together We Can

Did you hear about what's happening
Did you see that huge commotion
The cowboys getting ready to rock
To bring the house down in 1, 2, 3!

Look to your right and you see the snow
We'll gather and watch the avalanche
Together, hand in hand
We'll hold up the sky
We'll go around the world
Just you and me
Just you and me

Chorus:
We'll climb the highest mountain
And dive the deepest ocean
Who can tell us that we can't do that
We'll run the widest meadows
And reach the nose of pharaoh
In 1 day, We'll show them that we can do that
Together we can!

Slide on your bellies with penguins
We hold the eggs on our frozen feet
We'll eat raw fish and call them sashimi
Add wasabi, oh what a taste, oeishi!

Dance to the Africa tribal beat
Did you know rain coming because of that?
See there now, that long hair, that's
Pochahontas
Jump in the blue with her, com'on
Let's go!

Chorus ( x many many times... hahaha)

Feeling damn tired now.... Yawnzzz

Acts

2008-01-17T14:34:00.000+08:00

Haven blogged for so so so long.. Haha... time to UPDATE!!! haha

But first, just about something that I saw in the morning..

1) At the busstop near my house, I saw this gal, I think is an NUS student cuz she took bus 151 too. When she arrived at the busstop, she went to pick up a packet drink left behind by some people and threw it into the dustbin. Well, maybe it is cause she want to sit down at the seats but still she made an effort to throw away the rubbish.

How many people will actually do something like this today?
Most people, I think, might just simply just sit at another seat or just stand.

So, thanks to the good Samaritan, we live in a cleaner environment. Small effort, but it definitely make a difference somehow.

2) Is about the Bus Captain driving the 151 SBS bus. The bus is packed like sardines as usual, bus the amazing thing is that this particular Bus Captain made loads of effort to ensure other passengers at the bus stop can get up the bus and rather then just shouting for the passengers to move in, he personally walked to the back entrance and kindly asked the passengers to squeeze in. At another bus stop, the bus Captain, asked the passengers to move in again, so as to accommodate 2 more passengers. I was impressed as in most case, some Bus driver will just skip the bus stop and drive on, leaving us poor students late for classes as we would have to wait for the second bus to come, which most probably might be full too...
*A salute to the bus Captain (Anw, the bus captain is very young, at most at his thirties)

Hmmm... third day of school for me today and I finally got my last module at last... phewwww... Stupid thing is now I GOT ZERO PTS LEFT IN MY PROG ACCT!!!! WTH (darn those IDIOTS whom bid like 4600++ pts for a 3000 lvl mod.. *#&$(*#&(@)

SLOW

2007-12-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Waiting for time to pass is so excruciating... It is a torture waiting for exams to start and is even more torturous waiting for the next incoming paper... arghhhh haizzz... not going to do well this sem again... Sian... i seriously need to put up my cap... WAKE UP YUZHENG!!!!

XYZ
STRESS!!!! I DREAD EXAMS!!!

The Swissôtel Vertical Marathon 200

2007-11-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

Wah Piang!!! Took me donkey ears to update this post... Thou the date is written 11/11/2007, but I only managed to finish updating it on 27/11/2007... I have virtually left this post untouched for 16 days!!! hahaa

Anyway, I went for "The Swissôtel Vertical Marathon 2007" on the 11th of November 2007 with Chee Sing(the tall and no-matter-wat-you-do-also-wun-smile "ghost" during ethelonterIV) hahhaa... Asked him to participate with me and surprisingly, he agreed without much thought.. haha.. san was suppose to join us, but she backed out in the end, cuz no feeling le (Typical Fly Aeroplane)... diao diao.. hahhaa...

I will let the pictures speaks for themself hahha enjoy!!!

(My tag number is 1234 and my climbing time is 12 min 34 sec, how coincidental can it be??? ahhaha)

Haha... So that's that Folk... So long ya... see ya all after Exams!!!!

XYZ
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!!!
Exam Stress!!!

reflections

2007-11-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

Spent a little while reflecting on myself... just felt that something have gone wrong in my life...

maybe i lack a goal in my life...
maybe i xyz too much...
maybe i value other ppl's opinion too much...
maybe i lack confidence in myself...
maybe i complicates stuff...
maybe i am too concern with how other ppl think of me...
maybe i just din put in enuff effort in the things i do...
maybe i overdid stuff without me knowing...
maybe i din focus enuff...
maybe i just maybe too much...

XYZ
a small step to a self-betterment... =)

Random

2007-11-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

Something that I saw and think it is damn amusing... hahhaa... the power of flash...

ENJOY!!!

XYZ EXAMS ARE COMING!!!!

The Bachelors' Club

2007-10-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

This is wat I felt when I stepped into the clubroom this morning...

"CSC IS LIKE A BACHELORS' CLUB!!!"

Let me tell u wat i saw...

9 plus in the morning, I was dragging my heavy legs up the YIH stairs, which seems endless... *groan.. What a wonderful morning to sleep, the morning coolness and the breeze the light drizzle... PREFECT WEATHER TO SLEEP!!! Back to reality, I pulled open the door AND... sight of 4 lonely guys greeted my sight (Well, maybe they are not feeling lonely at the particular moment, but that is the way it gonna be for NOW... WHAHAHA!!! & I shall not name who are in the room, just noe that they are all not ATTACHED!!!)

The silence and loneliness, and did I mention before that in the D.I.S.C. Profiling that I belong to I.S.? And I tot most of the CSC members fall under that category too, so how come it is so quiet??? I guess the quietness and deadness hit me right in the face when I stepped into the clubroom, like stagnant water, without life...

Feels so pathetic... And DARN, did I say I was in the room?!?!?! *groan

HAHAHHAHAHAA

XYZ
the funny, the weird and the absurd... XP

Yin & Yang

2007-10-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yin& yang - Chinese philosophy yin and yang ( 阴阳) are generalized descriptions of the antitheses or mutual correlations in human perceptions of phenomena in the natural world, combining to create a unity of opposites in the theory of the Taiji.

And things do really comes in pair, one good and one bad...
While on one hand i hear good news, whether may it be pertaining to myself or to others, an equally bad one is awaiting... sianz...

Anyway, i was quite surprised that someone commented that they like the way i act as captain hook in the btsl video.. hahhahaa... and one of my friend commented tat i look like i loved acting from watching the video.. hahhaaa... gosh...

But, i must really thanks all my group members who worked so hard to come up with this fabulous video!!! Claps!!!

XYZ
我飞的最高最远。。。 HAHAHA

PROJECTS & MNO BTSL

2007-10-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

Bolted down by projects!!! They seem never ending!!! arghhh... so sick and tired... writing this post now cuz i am so sick and tired... I should be working on my powerpt presentation!!! work work work... >.<

Anyway, abit of good news here for myself, one project down... 3 more to go... *gagged and turns blue

And this is my MNO Video.. Bedtime Story For Leaders on the topic : "what matters most!"

Enjoy and hope u all have a good laugh... Especially those who are stressed up...

XYZ
pronounced DEAD

Lost and Found

2007-10-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I found my pencil case finally, after nearly one week... Phew... Realised that I am really careless nowadays, keep dropping and losing my stuff... Arghhhh... And it is always something of sentimental value, like my slippers from my 21st birthday from my sec sch friends, my HP, MY PRECIOUS SKETCH BOOK, which i all lost LAST YEAR!!!! I REALLY WISH TO FIND THEM BACK, BUT SEEMS REALLY HOPELESS... for the sketch book, all my sketches and drawings are inside and plus it is a birthday gift from my union camp group mates, where bday greetings are left inside with some msg from some other friends... haizzz....

Anw, went for trybe workshop today. Learnt abt character profiling... D.I.S.C... And Raffy seems like a nice guy... maybe i can find my dream somedays by joining trybe...

And most of the CSC ppl are profiled under I. and S., me tooo, which means we are more of an interactive person and stable one too.. hahhaa.. "I" generally means we are fun loving, humorous, sociable, generous, animated and that TORTURE = Not having anyone to talk to... And "S" means we are Calm, approachable, good listener, steady, enjoy routine, value consensus, patient, loyal... HAHAHA... well this is after all a profiling test, so whether u think I am I.S. anot, it is up to one's digression la... hahahhahaa...

The other profiles, "D" which means Solution focused, Confident, forward looking, Determined, Independent, Very direct, Likes to win win win and "C" which means enjoying specializing, formal, enjoy time alone, diplomatic, good control of emotions, objective, cautious, careful, prefectionist...

Note: Wenbin is the only one with profiling "I", "D" while the rest of us, luke, terence, shiyun and me got "I", "S"..... hmmmmm HAHAHHAAA....

Projects are piling up... HELP!!!!!!!!!

XYZ

Cold Night..

2007-10-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

Bloody cold night... Bloody cold wind...
I hate the bloody night.... arghhh

I am dying for hot soup and food, the cold kinda kindles my appetite... FOOD!!! I WANT FOOD!!!

(Updates)
Finally after a long debate with my stomach and mind, i gave in to temptation and COOKED MAGGIE!!! HAHAHA SHIOK!!! The hot soup streaming down ur throat... * WooHoo...

*slurp slurp (infront of the comp)

Happy birthday Sandra and Terence!!!

XYZ
so long, busy eating... hahaha.. =P

siao...

2007-10-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

My throat hurts like hell now.. like there is a fishbone at the back of my throat... nv noe one day of GAW can make me like tat...

Was pulled down from call centre to counter to work today... cannot slack... planned to slack and do my work in the empty office actually, but dreams dashed... Darn!!!

Anyway, Happy birthday Jinfeng...

*sighz... too shag now... have to sleep, so long everyone

XYZ
I realise that i treated the gaw kids like tourists again, OMG, occupation hazard!!! And ya, CSC is full of mad ppl!!!

Wat a day

2007-10-21T01:23:00.001+08:00

1) GAW PARTY
ONE WORD: CHAOTIC!!!!!
I nearly lost my voice and i ended up with a sore throat.. 200 plus kids really do mean HELL!!!
(More Add-ons)
There is this kid that stuck to me like I am his father... (OF COURSE I AM NOT), but also quite funny lah and i was practically carrying him around while giving instructions for the game at the same time.

Some photos:

The Kid that was "attached" to me

Look like Dwarf and Giant??? MUAHAHA

Yes, I was suppose to be a WIZARD at the party... but haizzz.... KIDS - They seem to only noe the word "WITCH"!!!! WTH

2)Dinner with COSMOFUDGIES
ONE WORD: HAVOC
I can never be more amazed seeing the fluctuation of highness in a group such as this before... one moment ppl are like half dead and the next moment, such zest and loudness.. Seriously.. OMG.. Life has never been filled with so much laughter that my stomach is aching
(Add-ons)
I am still waiting for the youtube to be uploaded by my friend.. will post the link up soon.. hahaha

OKie so much for now... my eyes are closing.. good night everyone..

XYZ

Inspiring Friend

2007-10-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

Maybe a way to get started on blogging is TO START POSTING SOMETHING!!! OH MY FREAKING GOD... I so wanted to start blogging again but I zoned out immediately after getting to the post page... In the end, i just closed my blogger and went to sleep... Wahahaha..

So for a start I wanna say, I.... got an IN-SPI-RATION-AL FRIEND... ya one.. HAhahaha.. tank que!!! (kinda reminds me of "Ur mother is so fat, that when she jump for joy, she get stuck, tank que..")

And my family tree is growing!!! I GOT ONE NEW "Daughter" wahahaha..

okay, i dun have much to say now... wahhaha.. shall try to blog on more substantial stuff next time... wahhaha.. so till then.. ciaoz

XYZ
bored

Changing Landscape

2007-09-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Nope, this is not about the module we have to take in NUS... HAhA

Well, Just somethings i wanna share around on my way home tonight.. haha... Yup, after so long, I finally decided to walk home from Clementi Interchange... Why? Hmmm... firstly, I am thinking of participating in the vertical marathon that will be held in November this year, so i decided to walk a bit more to train up my leg muscles and secondly, cuz...... hmmmm.... I... hmmm... I guess I 心血来潮 ba... just feel like it... Hahaha =P

Anyway, Ladies and Gentlemen... Aweeee AND BEHOLD... THE "NEW" SUNSET WAY... =)

WEGUMI JAPANESE RESTAURANT

CAFE D'ORIENT

PEABERRY & PRETZEL

ROCKY'S PIZZA

SUNSET TAVERN

ABSOLUTELY NEW ZEALAND

GRILL-OUT

NICE COSY PAVILION

BEAUTIFUL AMBIENCE

Can You believe that this is just a simple neighbourhood? This looks like Woooo Hooo to me... Hahaha... Sunset Tavern!!! Place to chill out after school... And all the different genre of food available... There is Rocky's Pizza too!!! there is even a thai and a chinese oriental restaurants which I din manage to take photo of due to the presence of waiters right at the doorsteps... paiseh mah... hahaha... And the ambience there is really not bad... candlelights everywhere and small cool looking pavilions...

Furthermore, it is 10 pm at NIGHT when i took this photos and there are still many people around... maybe sunset way is gonna have it's own night life too someday... hahaha...

=)
XYZ

I Hate The Rain

2007-09-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

Personally, i hold no grudges against rain.. But yesterday's rain is really so unexpecting... kinda dampen my spirit for no obvious reasons.. I think something is bothering me.. *shrugs..

Anyway, Hairspray is really a superb show... 5 Stars outta 5 Stars... So for all folks that luv Musical Highschool, U gonna love Hairspray too... and Zac Efron is such a charmer in the show that my girl-friends whom i watched that movie are falling head over heels in love with him... WAHAHA...

Hmmmm.. lastly, i think one of my friend is not in a good mood ytd too... hope she will be feeling fine by now...

XYZ

BDAY

2007-08-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY BDAY!!! =)

Balance

2007-06-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

Looking for the quiet side of me... realised that I have been too loud and high recently, abit not like me.. hmmm... dun really noe wat is happening to me oso... arghhh...

but again, I think I over do it by being too quiet... haiz... sorry for those who are worried... i am okie i guess... I must strive to strike a balance in myself soon or i will really be tiring myself out... Have been touching up my never-seem-to-be-able-to-finish pub stuff... hope this will end soon...

Have been thinking alot lately too... i guess somethings are just going to go as it is... but i realise that i too must make a stand sometimes... being too softhearted dun really help all the time... and i dun think i am always wrong... why conform all the time?

XYZ
I hope i have made the right decision this time... i dun enforce myself most of the time, but do not mean i dun have a stand...

Busy life style

2007-06-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

To be slack but busy...

my life is one whole busy schedule for this holidays hahaha so many things i wanna do but dun have the time or money to do it.... tsk tsk... so much things need time and money to do it.... arghhh.... must find a way to earn money!!!!

Even meeting up with friend is hard... din even managed a meeting with my long lost pri sch friend abt planning to meetup for ONE YEAR... hahahhaa...

Ethelonter trials are all so fun!!!! Ethelonter GO GO GO!!!! Whooossshhhh... ah whoo ah whoo ah whoo.....

XYZ
Charge SPARTANS!!!! TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL!!!!

Hypocrisy

2007-06-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

I hate hypocrites... especially when they come to u with ulterior motives...

I hope i will never be one so that i can live a clean conscience till my deathbed...

XYZ
somethings are just hard to get over with... I will never forget...

League of Extraordinary Gentlemen... & Ladies... HATHOR ROCKZ

2007-05-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

Had Hathor outing today again!!!!

Fyi, hathor is my last yr ethelonter III group!!!

Was really amazed at how the group managed to last till now... having outings every now and then and also, having nearly all of the freshies back in Ethelonter IV this yr!!! (Kenny is the one that din went back!!!) I must say, I really had a lot of fun noe-ing this group of cheery, funny, nice, friendly, extraordinary, chio and handsome hunks and babes...

With our extraordinarily suaning tolerant, humorous and ever-organising outings for the group KC, JUNHUI!!!! Special thanks here for org-ing so many outings for the group and calling everyone up to make sure that they are free to come for the outing...

Also our extraordinarily loud AKC, CARINE, for taking free time off her busy work schedule and try to come for outings...

Extraordinary YIWEN, for making life so interesting for the group with his excellent sense of humor and BHB-ness hahaha....

Extraordinary SHIFENG AND RENHONG, the lovey dovey couple, for many times at Zhenfa steamboat!!! When are u all marrying??? Ah zhor wanna drink ur xi jiu!!!! haha

Extraordinary KRIS, the zhi-highing lady, especially during KTV, whom u can never feel depressed beside her....

We have here too, extraordinarily cheery CRYSTAL that is so xi xin and taking good care of everyone all the time...

Extraordinarily faraway, JOOCH, who is all the way in germany now... his spirit is with us all the time haha...

Extraordinary SOCK KHIM for all the fish ball poses...

Extraordinarily silent Huiting and Jason, where are you 2??? hathor is not complete without everyone!!!

Not forgetting the Freshies,

Extraordinarily lean and toned JIAYI, Extraordinarily Gentlemen JOKEs, Extraordinarily I-am-always-going-sentosa GRACE, Extraordinarily Siao-onz JUNRONG, Extraordinarily full of idea IVES, Extraordinarily busy KENNY, Extraordinarily Cheery HUIMIN, Extraordinarily quiet ZIYUAN... ahhaha

Really glad that everyone found time for this group, especially the freshies in which all most the whole group cam back to join camp this yr.. alot of the councillor are coming back as super councillor and oso there is Kris who took up the post of assistant proj director this yr...

XYZ
Hathor Rockz

hmmmmm...

2007-05-22T10:19:00.001+08:00

Hmmm... I actually made it past 100 post without realising it... time really flies and it has been more then 2 yrs since i started this blog already... but then considering it, 50 post a yr is definitely not alot... haha...

so many things happened within this short span of 2 yrs... haha... hmmmm how come this post like so solemn like that... arghhh... dunno wat to blog abt now hahahaa...

xyz
Brain block...
On a design Block too...

All over the place

2007-05-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

I think 老天爷喜欢做弄人...

Somewhere... Ever-present... Everywhere...

Keeps appearing... Repeatedly
It's all over the place... Something is wrong...

XYZ

Tired

2007-05-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

Dunno wat happened to me, but i came back today to sleep from 4pm till 7pm... guess i am just feeling tired... but what am i really tired of?

Anyway, went to recce sentosa with the sentosa Duo today... some stuffs were hilarious and sentosa really changed alot... the new monorail was kinda disappointing... saw gwen, gee hoe, ruiyan @ sentosa palawan beach having their union camp sentosa trials too... had an interesting conversation on the monorail with an australian couple haha... With so many comments from ppl, i think i really should set up a handicraft shop soon... haha... but seriously, everyone is too flattering... i still got loads to learn...

I really got loads to learn...

Dun really noe wat to blog abt now... feeling nostalgic...

XYZ
life goes on...

Blogs

2007-05-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

I have been blog hopping abit today... was feeling abit sian.. i din slept much thou, but not feeling tired... when i meant din slept much, i meant like at I slept at most 2 hrs since ytd and i am here blogging cuz my trip to the spectacle shop is postponed...

Some blogs , i see really wonderful post, when can i blog something like that? or when will I be good enuff to express myself? hmmm... difficult qns to ans sia...

Have been busy with ethelonter stuff lately and I see a lot of ppl working damn hard, like kris, tiong, shiyun, jokes, etc working their "asses" off to make the camp a good one... jiayou all, need any help pls approach me ya, will be more than happy to be of any assistance to u all...

Biting off the white Toblerone Choco buddy bought for me sometime ago... It is always a bliss to have chocolate in ur mouth, the wonderful sensation it brings... especially white chocolate... woo melting in ur mouth and flowing down the throat.... HAPPINESS.. haha... too bad I am munching it alone in the clubrm now... would have been better if there were ppl to share it with me... haha... 有福同享... 独乐乐不如众乐乐...

take care of urself in Thailand ya buddy, ethelonter is going fine... hahaha cheerz...

I feel like singing, dancing, playing pool, bowling, diving, DDR, etc now... arghhhh!!!!

XYZ
Mad

Away

2007-05-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

Yvon and Yongsheng came back from HongKong le, but buddy flew off to Thailand today, not for long thou, just 6 weeks but he flew off le...

feeling like losing one good friend for 6 weeks///

XYZ
there is one thing i should have nv done... damn me...

Taxi drivers

2007-05-13T04:15:00.000+08:00

Just something i noticed while taking the cab today.... for all the 3 times i took the cab, the cab uncle are all talking to me, no matter be it abt their family, street routes or any other things, the fact is they will talk.. hahaha... maybe it is cause they are feeling bored that they need a companion to chit chat with, but how come they are talking to me only, but not those sitted at the passenger seats behind???? hmmm funny hahhahaa... or maybe i am just getting old, in fact, as old as them, that's why the common topics...

XYZ
blogged... arghhh.. haizzz... there are something that i regretted...

Phantom of the Opera

2007-05-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

Went to the Phantom of the Opera on wed, 9th May 2007...

Drove down to Esplanade for this fabulous play which I missed the first part for being late due to unexpected traffic jams.... grrr... a big apology for jokes too cause i caused him to miss the first part too... Anyway, we were urshered into the theater 10 minutes later, in which the next 2 hours were more than words could describe...

The cast is SUPERB, their voices are MUSIC and even the props are MAGNIFICENT...

Luke, Jokes, Kris and I were literally floating out of the doorway of the theater, basking in the wonderful melodies that rang over and over in our head... Bravo bravo... And you should have seen how "high" jokes was, imitating scenes after scenes from the play.... Well done!!! haha... lol...

After the play, we made our way to the airport to see Yvonne who is coming back from Hong Kong!!! WELCOME BACK YVON... All was well, the talks in the airport, Jokes "enticing" Yvonne to the watch the Phantom, Yvonne's humorous father, who took turns to shoot at his daughter and Kris... hahaha... well, maybe except for the fact that I keep losing my way in the East ba hahhaa... I shan't point fingers at others (who ah??? haha...) but still I must thanks jokes for saving the day by leading us in the correct direction... ahhahaa...

So, after sending Kris home, I virtually had a tour around singapore.... We started off by giving Jokes a lift home all the way to woodlands, which is in the north and next on, charged all the way down to Choa chu kang, which I experienced another mishap in missing a turning out of the highway, landing us in jurong instead... I shan't point fingers again haha...

Lastly, off to the west after dropping Luke and safely reached home at the wee hours in the morning... 4am!!! hahaha.... It is indeed a miracle how I can still keep myself awake...

yawns...

XYZ
sleepy bug attacks... yawn yawn yawn....

Bday celebration

2007-05-07T10:31:00.000+08:00

Just had 2 bday celebration recently...

One is for my buddy, and the other is for my secondary sch clinque friend Flora... And for both I got steamboat!!! And guess wat, both steamboat I had them in Bugis, Liang Seah street... Haha... dun think i am going to have steamboat again for a very long time... anyway, happy birthday Buddy and happy belated birthday flora... Wishing u all the best in everything that both of u all do... Buddy, have fun for ur fieldtrip and Flora, have fun oversea... take care and see ya all again...

XYZ
Blogging for the sake of blogging?? haha...

Pretentious

2007-05-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

It is never easy to pretend...

XYZ
Words, something i am never good with.
Thoughts, something i think too much abt.
Feelings, something i have no affinity with.

I am Okay =) thanks

2007-05-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say thanks to Buddy and Kris... All is well... will keep the things u all said in mind... will not beat around the bush anymore... sorry... hehe...

Learning how to put things in a more straight forward manner... guess it just make things easier for everyone... funny it took me so long to understand that... guess it will take me longer for me to be able to do it well...

But all is well.... =)

XYZ
P.s. thanks jokes for being concerned... appreciated...
14 more hours and i will be liberated.... HOLIDAYS, HERE I COME!!!!

Song: 好听

2007-04-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

歌曲：好听
歌手：许茹芸
词曲:吴克群

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静
是再也不去理

Personally i like the melody of this song... super nice and the xu ru yun's voice fits this song so perfectly.... 好听 is really 好听... ahaha.... wu ke qun writes really sad songs... haha...

XYZ

Song: 爱情转移

2007-04-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

歌曲：爱情转移
歌手：陈奕迅
曲:christopher chak 词:林夕

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
会议是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

My buddy desperately want me to blog abt this song by chen yi xun... he says this song's lyric is super nice and saddening and he is emo-ing now... hahaa... I highlighted the parts he mentioned abt... but nonetheless, this song is not bad... yup =)

XYZ

Food Galore

2007-04-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

Full... damn full.... but still shiok... haven eaten things like this for sooooo long le... 5 of us, Mingtoon, Tiongwei, buddy, kris and me, went down to alexandra village at Tiong bahru to have a feast... haven seen mingtoon for very long liao!!! One of first CSC person that I know who is also my group councillor during camp while I was freshie!!! Hi Toon...

String ray, oyster omelette, bak kut teh, sweet and sour pork, la la, vegetable and white rice... haha... shiok... eat until explode, the food are all not bad at all, except for the lala that is too little... Had deserts in the end... too bad we din take any pictures, we forgot in fact, so we took the bougainvilla shrubs along the roadside instead and surprisingly, they look like lavenders!!!! ahhaha... will upload some photos soon...

XYZ
trying to blog something down here for the sake of blogging ahhaha... take care everyone!!! Exams are finishing soon!!!! hmmm... funny the things we do during exams!!! and it is still not over yet!!! hahaa... lol

K BOX K BOX K BOX K BOX

2007-04-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

At last went to K box today!!! A wish fulfilled.. hahaha... One word... SHIOK!!!! MUAHAHAHA...

Was like " yeah" ytd when i received invitation for K Box... hahaha... finally!!! And 4 of us, in which 3 has not finished their exams, namely Kris, jokes and me, the last guy is Luke who just completed his exams in the morning... damn him hahaha... oppssss sorry hahhaa... yup, we went to Clementi K Box to have a SING-THE-HELL-OUTTA-US session.... And so we certainly did.. haha... yes all the stress and problems in mind seems to have dissipated with our singing!!!

List of songs we sang
曹格 - 梁山伯与珠丽叶 (Shouldn't have sang this first, totally out of pitch... arghh... so paiseh!!!)
曹格 - 背叛
周华健 & 齐予 - 天下有情人 (Only managed to do well for one verse!!! But that is an increase from 0 to 1.. hahaha)
周华健 - 怕黑
周华健 - 让我欢喜让我忧 (Luke:"你这样一个女人。。。" *points to Kris... Kris: "No... No... Not me!!!")
刘德华 & 陈慧琳 - 我不够爱你
刘德华 - 月老
张惠妹 - 人质，原来你什么都不想要，听海，记得，灰姑娘，剪爱
张雨生 & 张惠妹 - 最爱的人伤我最深 (Guys: "groan!!! so high how to sing!!!")
小虎队 - 红蜻蜓
张震岳 -爱的初体验，爱我别走
苏永康 & 陈结仪 - 爱的正好
郑中基 & 陈慧琳 - 制造浪漫
吴宗宪 & 温岚 - 屋顶 (All: "Jacky Wu's face is so kei sai....")
张学友 & 高惠君 - 你最珍贵
品冠 & 黄嘉千 - 爱情转弯的地方
赵传 - 我很丑但是我很温柔 (Jokes: "Hey! I noe this song!!!")，我终于失去了你，爱要怎么说出口
张国荣 - 夜半歌声
许志安 & 许慧欣 - 恋爱频率
蓝心湄 - 一见钟情
张宇 & 张清芳 - 别来无恙
Savage Garden - Affirmation, Crash And Burn
98 degree - Invisible Man
周杰伦 - 珊瑚海，千里之外，枫
潘韦伯 - 不得不爱
罗志祥 - 恋爱达人
S.H.E. - 怎么办，我们怎么了(Luke: "Act cute!!!")
飞轮海 - 只对你有感觉 (Kris: "ahhhhh!!!! Wu Zhun!!!")
F.I.R. - 天天夜夜， Get High，北极圈
梁文福 - 细水长流
孙燕姿 - 我不难过，逆光
Linkin Park - Numb
Westlife - Swear it again
莫文蔚 & 张洪量 - 广岛之恋
信乐团 - 死了都要爱 (Always the finale song of the KTV.... SCREAM EVERYONE!!!! This is actually the song that caused the hoarse voice, not the excessive singing... hahhaa)

This is about all the songs we sang, still got abit more i guess, but i really canot remember le... haha... And for nearly all the duets, Kris sang in it... faints... amazed (How did she managed that?!?!)... Jokes din sing anything thou... arghhh it is hard trying to get him sing!!! Luke went crazy singing the zhao chuan songs... keep complaining there is something wrong with his voice today...

Anyway, had a freaking nice time singing with alot of pitches running out of tune hahaha, mainly me and Luke!!!! Kris has wonderful voice and Jokes decided to keep his nice voice a secret... grrrr.... And I am still counting the numbers of KTVs yet to come... hahhaa... yeah yeah yeah...
Cannot wait for exams to finish!!!!

XYZ
din get a hoarse voice today!!! hahaha... but my voice is like shit... I will be training my diaphragm during the holidays i guess haha... I WILL PERFECT "天下有情人" (maybe not perfect la... hahaa cuz i will never be able to do it, at least dun go out of pitch)
mad madded madness
*Back to reality, back to study!!!

Collage

2007-04-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

COLLAGE!!! Enjoy.. hehehe

Happy buddy Anniversary

2007-04-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today is the one year buddiversary of me and fred buddy....

cannot believe it... so fast and it is already one yr le... times really fly...
Feeling damn nostalgic now... Btw, buddy did a nice collage of 34 photos, all got me inside one... (got time i scan and put it up here)... super touched, but too bad buddy, no tears.. hehee

Ethelonter, GAW, Rompers, Mugging party before rompers, City walk, CSC chalet, CSC VAT, buddy treat, Zhenfa steamboat, CSC SLP, and alot more others....

Aweeee... all the pictures so niceeeee... hahhaa (cuz got me? hahaha kidding)... hehehe... self high now...

To buddy Fred:

Thanks buddy for all the things u taught me this past sems, thanks for being so concerned abt ur buddy when he is down... I will remember all the good times, fun times and sad times... will teach u photoshop when i have the time, so that u can make me collage again nxt yr k... hahhaa... keep taking more photos fred!!! wahaha...

XYZ
memories...

曹格 ~~~你是我的宝贝

2007-04-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

歌曲：你是我的宝贝
歌手：曹格 专辑：superman

曲词:曹格
编曲:涂惠源
吉他:倪方来

我一直在寻找
可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我希望你知道
我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧
我快控制不了
wu..........
其实我不错
可以考虑我
什么都可以
just don't say no
我们手牵手
沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝
你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求
就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪
永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我
我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我

A super nice song by Cao Ge... haha LOVE IT... maybe except for the sad ending in the end, in which the gal on the phone hung up on Cao Ge... tsk tsk...

This new album (maybe not so new to alot of u all hahaa... have been out for quite some time le... hahaha... orhhh... should be latest album... hahhaa ) has alot of nice songs... One of the impressive one it the song "Girlfriend" in which he sang in both a male and a female voice.... U can really sense the 转音 in the song... hahhaa power...

One of the other funny song is the "两只恋人" which part of the melody comes from the childhood song, "两只老虎"... nonetheless, it is nice...

Thanks to kris for sending me the songs hahhaa and, Ade!!!! how many hubby u have man?!?! previously u called jonathan from Singapore Idol ur "老公", and now 曹格 ur hubby!!! hahaha wat the hell!!!

XYZ
Last paper left!!!!!!!! GO GO GO
I am watching Phantom on 9th!!! arghhhh... going broke!!!!

Self

2007-04-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

Something just "hit" me... Why i did not realise it till now?

Seems like it is not the first time it is happening to me...

Why?!?! I seems to have lost faith in myself...

XYZ
我需要整理我的心情。。。
I noe i shouldn't be feeling like this now.. but can't help it...
At least i noe i will recover fast, so dun worry my frenz...
Worried abt the paper tml...

raindrops are falling on my head

2007-04-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

It was raining last night...

"Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

[trumpet]

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me"

Arghhhh.... Emo... hahhaa... siao...

And believe it anot, I am breaking down the lyrics of this song!!!!

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head - i was making my way to the function room toilet at 4 am in the morning and one part of the journey is unsheltered, and so, ya, raindrops are really falling on my head..

And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed, Nothin' seems to fit - Sleeping in the clubrm tonight, while, maybe my feet ain't too big for the bed (no bed in clubrm), maybe is just my body too long for the clubrm sofa... haha... lol

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun, And I said I didn't like the way he got things done, Sleepin' on the job - I din talk to the sun thou... was more of mumbling to myself, and maybe was not too happy with myself for how somethings are progressing and of cuz I am dozing off every now and then when i am suppose to be mugging, thus sleepin on the job... hehe...

But there's one thing I know, The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me, It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me - Not too sure abt this thou... quite sad actually, cuz i think this is the most motivating part of the song! Maybe the blues will not defeat me... but i really dun noe when happiness will step up to greet me...

But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red, Cryin's not for me, 'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin', Because I'm free, Nothin's worryin' me - hmmmm... yup eyes definitely turning red, but not becuz of crying, bloodshot eyes from the late night strain! haha... kidding.... not really that red oso, maybe black eye rings ba... lol... the rain is definitely not stopping while I am thinking abt all this too... hehe... Learning to be free, learning not to worry too much... and again PERSEVERE!!! Same to all my friends too... all the best and happier days will come!!! =)

XYZ
i still cannot imagine how inspiration for this post came abt... hahaha exams exams exams... jiayou jiayou jiayou...
How funny that exams can put me on a blogging spree.. =) *smilez and cheerz... =P

Gelare

2007-04-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

First time patronising Gelare, CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!!

Was really thinking how much good stuff i have been missing out in my life... haha... suddenly realise that good food is really part of an exciting and fulfilling life... hahaha... not too late i hope...

Went to Gelare tonight with Kris, Joachim and 2 of his friends... We all had ice-cream waffles for starters but who would have known that I am stupid enuff to order the small waffle... OMG who would believe such stupidity!!!!

For just an extra 1 dollar, my friends' waffles are twice my size and with another additional 30 cents more, u get fruit toppings!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhh... I just have to learn things the hard way... grrr... lol.... nvm it always happens to me... haha...

Anyway after that, we went for the XO fish bee hoon @ holland V for dinner... the soup is.... ~~~ FABULOUS!!! Just a whiff of the soup can blow u away!!! haha... maybe i am exagerating, but it is really nice... Five stars!!!! *thumbs up

I wanna learn how to sing... omg, heard from Kris how "torturous" her choir trainings ah... *cold sweats... hahhaa but, it's gonna be k box k box kbox and more k box after exams... weeeee.... hahaha...

And again, I end off here with a jiayou for all my friends... JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! The good times are coming!!! Persevere!!!

XYZ
Not forgetting today is the birthday of my primary sch friend!!! Happy Birthday!!!
Arghhh spent alot again... I must resist temptations... hehehe... =)

Here I am again...

2007-04-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Had a afternoon/night of fun and laughters with janicia, luke, jokes and kris in the clubrm... I seriously doubt that I am in any exam mood and THIS IS THE EXAM PERIOD!!!! OMG....

And again topic ranges from earphones, to phantom of the opera, leslie chueng's songs, 深情拥抱，夜半歌声, to V for Vendetta, Spartan 300, Gladiator, Lords of the Ring, to ben and jerry's ice-cream, K-box, and i-dun-think-i-can-remember-everything.... hahaha

And jokes, being the gentlemen that he is, gave out meiji chocz to everyone. Aweeeee...

Anyway, at 1130pm, i went home with jokes... talked abt some stuff and I got a nice msg from him that I would like to share with everyone...

Here it goes:

"Its too bad things don't always work out the way we want them to. But it was once said that life is an adventure and where would the excitement be without all the problems? Life may be frought with pitfalls but its what we do after falling in that really makes us who we are. Stay safe, work hard and draw nice pictures. I'll see you when I see you..."

Thanks joachim A.K.A jokes

I delicate this msg to all my friends too.. take care of urselves and live life to the fullest... To those having exams, good luck and all the best, to those who finished exams, enjoy urselves during this well-deserved holiday...

XYZ

Exam starts...

2007-04-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

Exam starts today and still so much things on my mind... what the hell!!! haha.. U can just see right from the morning that something is not right with me... I went to the wrong exam venue for my first paper!!! Wat the hell.... It is an arts module and to think I believe wat i wrote and went over to Science S16 to wait for the commencement of my New Media paper.... faints...

Luckily I made a call to Zhenzhong to confirm the location... cannot believe wat will happen if i am late... but still have to make my way all over to sheares hall.... so far!!! haha...

Had a little scared when i saw section A of the paper... FILL IN THE BLANK?!?!?!?! OMG... really a lot of blanks in the blanks... this is the result of not memorising the keywords!!!

then wasted one and a half hour in comp centre just to get back my original profile on my labtop.

Luckily for me now i am sitting happily in the clubrm... hope nothing more goes wrong...

Jiayou everyone go go go
one down 2 more to go!!!!

XYZ
xyz-ed xyz-er xyz-ing

Learning

2007-04-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

This sem is a damn sucky one... and i believe it to be the most "unsettling" 6 mth in my entire life... seems like I have went thru wat I feel will happen to me in one life time... sighz... terrible...

But one good thing is that i am learning alot of things this sem, thanks to alot of ppl, they let me realise alot of stuff... I realise how fragile life is, how hard it is to be strong in times of troubles and difficulties, the value of friends, etc, i believe i am really starting to grow...

Learning to let go, learning how to focus on other better things in life, learning to be a better person, learning to be ever more tolerant, learning to see things in a different light.

I would like to thanks yvonne first for being my trouble outlet this sems by just listening... thanks for being there to listen and thanks for all the nice nice messages.

thanks joachim for the most unexpected thing that i learn from him, this real gentlemen who teaches us to give in the most selfless way.

Luke for letting us noe that "nen chi shi fu" (to be able to eat is happiness)

nicholas who is always such a friend, although i hardly get to see u this sem

Gwen for being the always optimistic person, for ever full of encouragement.

Pui for agreeing to help out in ethelonter pub as my assistant.

Luyee da jie who still so treasure us, eventhough she has graduated.

Denise for being a wonderful PD for GAW06, guiding and teaching me so much along the way.

Jiayi for the concern abt my pub stuff. Happy belated Birthday too!!!

Janicia for being such a sporty person, ppl suan u, u also so happy go lucky...

Buddy for letting me noe that i can be stronger in life, tell urself u can too... thanks for the chocolates too...

Lastly, kris, whom i must thanks alot... for teaching me her "philosophies of life" and also the part on how to enjoy life... wahahha... and also many many other things... thanks

XYZ
I realise i am not as sensitive as i seem to be... anyway, I am still learning, still learning...
I wanna wish all my friends who are experiencing trouble and undergoing hardship or emotional rollercoasters all the best, life will be better...
Jiayou to all for exams and do take care of health...

Really a....

2007-04-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

What the hell am i doing?!?! *dun understand...

"Jerks" for "Guys"

2007-04-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

I am so bloody bored that I definitely have to post this up... something that i have realised from my past experience of looking at msn nicks and personal messages...

And to all guys that happens to be browsing thru my blogs, welcome to the age of "JERKS"... But why, u might ask? Cuz I have seen alot of my female frenz putting their personal messages or nick, referring to us as jerks... ya... sometimes it goes very straight forward like this "ALL GUYS ARE JERKS", "GUYS are eventually jerks" or in a more sutle way that might goes like "All guys expect something in return for wat he has done" or things like "guys like to 犯溅"....

Well I think most of u all encounter this in parts of ur lives too... So it actually keeps me wondering... if guys are really jerks or that we will all become one eventually, then why is the word male, guy, boy and man invented? why all the redundancy when we all are going to be termed as jerks? Wouldn't it be more convienient to just name all guys jerks? hahaha

Imagine when this day comes....
Firemen > firejerks
Policemen > policejerks
manpower > jerkpower

In survey forms: Gender(jerk/female)

Haha I cannot believe I am typing all this out... and i am a guy...
But anyway, if gals wanna term us as this, so be it, we are gentlemen enuff i guess haha... just remember that guys, we can be called jerks but just dun act like one... we all can be "good jerks or nice jerks" hahaha... all this sounds so 难听... yucks.... lol...

XYZ
just a wu liao post... so read it with a mentality that "this is all crap" k... hahaha
P.s. I din say all gals said that all guys are jerks, just saying tat more and more gals are saying that... hahaha better put disclaimer here if not i will be "bombed"...
have fun reading... hahaha lol

to all my friends having exams!!!!!!!!! JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!

My feelings?

2007-04-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

I got rejected by GAW07... My wish of being in the OC for 4 yrs straight is dashed....

But this is not the main thing.... I am feeling extremely sad... Have you all experienced the feeling of having no friends, not belonging to a group, like the super dispensable thing u are that with or without you, it makes no differences???

I feel like I have been thru alot this sem... just this sem... the countless number of fading relationships i have felt... Is it just me or the people around me? Am I doing wrong things? What do people see me as... a burden? an irritant? an arrogant prick?

I dun feel as close to alot of people anymore... when i am in the group, i felt left out, like those kind of situation just brush aside wat u say and continue with wat they are doing.... in the same room, u feel will feel that the other part of the room is always fun and full of chatters while ur side is cold and quiet.

feeling all lonely most of the time... seemingly more and more desperate for company... am i mad?

Been learning to help people without expecting anything in return... like I said, I am trying only... i realise I cannot really do it... maybe kris is right, "guys really expect reciprocation for everything he does.." makes us guys jerks ya... But i dun expect much, what i want is only a small pat when i feel down, abit more care and concerns... is that too much???

well, enough for now i guess, somethings are not meant to be said... haizzz

XYZ
I wonder who appreciates me for who I am?

Merrry Christmas!!!!

2006-12-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

Wish Everyone A Happy Merry Christmas!!! Cheerz!!!

After so long

2006-12-16T03:23:00.000+08:00

Yes... after so long... so long so long!!! It has been 3 months since i updated my blog... haizzzz... so much things so much things.. but out of all, one of the best things that can happen to me till now is that i finally went to fix my laptop and it came back quite brand new, a new mousepad, new fan (the previous one is noisy like hell), new motherboard and not forgetting that they cleaned the laptop up!!! Cool!!!

Dying to change the layout of this blog, but so far, no inspiration yet... hmmm...

GAW external has officially started and the first day has went on quite smoothly although there is this minute situation at Marina Square in the morning... Else, all is quite good!!! Given the rate the wishes are being granted, most probably we will finish all the wishslips by tml and there will be no booth on sunday!!! Missed my way quite abit during driving... making unnecessary turns... grrr... ( must be because of the "din", ahaha joking joking!!!)

Hmmm... okie no time to blog!!! Gonna go... lotsa stuff to do but so little time!!!

Cheerz

P.S. I seem to be missing out on something... missing missing missing... busy busy busy...

Lousy mood....

2006-09-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

Not much good things to report lately or should i say nothing good to report at all... things have not been going smoothly recently.. Maybe it is a combination of low morale, low self esteem plus many other nitty gitty stuff.. arghhh...

i have been thinking too much lately about alot of stuff.. alot of things... my mind is bursting and i think i am starting to sink into this deep thick "mud"... haiz.. the sense of foreboding.. terrible terrible... I am sooo sooo dead... have been trying to distract myself from all this... but i guess the recent illness just made it worse... i cannot seem to focus anymore..

Kinda getting passive and waiting for things to happen nowadays... feeling so latigue and weak.. I WANNA FEEL HAPPY AGAIN!!! I WANT happIE THOUGHTS!!! Sounding like a kid now... hahaa... =(

Personal stuff aside, GRANT A WISH 2006 is coming soon... Internal drive will be starting on the 13th of Sept, this wed, to 15th of Sept, Fri, 10 am - 6 pm. I hope everyone can come down and support GAW 06, We got 400 wishes to fulfill!!!

GRANT A WiSH 2006

Booths: NUS Science (outside S16)
NUS Arts (Near FASS clubroom walkway linking to central library)
NUS Engin (Outside LT 6)

Just go to ANY of the booth and adopt a WISH.
A Big Heart,
A little form of good will,
A hopeful receipient,
A true SMILE =)

To the ever hardworking GAW team!!! thank you soo much for all the effort put in...
I feel that myself as an APD, I have not done much... haiz... I will work harder, so as not to let chloe, denise, yihua and the whole CSC down!!!

On a side note!!! wat is happening to MSN??? cannot seem to sign on... arghhhh sianz...
AND JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU FOR SAT, JUNIOR!!! U WILL DO WELL!!!
THANKS TO Everyone THAT CARE... thanks

XYZ
Passive mode.. When will the good times come?

Finally, back again...

2006-09-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

Disappointed in myself

2006-09-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

Haiz... very disappointed in myself... very very disappointed.. Did nothing but a very sucky speech today at the election, but it is my own fault really... did notice i got stage fright but i never realised it is to this extend..

I am certain that I noe my stuff.. i know how the post function, wat are the things I can improve on, new ideas and basically anything... but why why why has it got to be stammering, lost of words, babbling of nonsense and lack of suitable phrases to use during the speech!!!

I noe my strengths and my weaknesses, well, maybe my ability to communicate to the crowd is something i have missed out, which prove to be very fatal. I realised that I have to think alot before I speak, and certainly, I am not as eloquent as any of the contestants. Thinking that the days in army and in JC as the president of my CCA club have actually improved my speaking skills is certainly a BIG MISTAKE!!! I am still as bad as ever!!!

Another big big mistake on my part is the lack of preparation for the Q and A session at the end of the speech... I din anticipate this many qns and some I till now, after so much thought, still dunno wat to say..

I dun find myself a lousier candidate than Ives, but Ives is indeed a good one, no doubt.. My speech just pales in comparison... haiz dun wanna talk abt it but I really congratulate all the people who made it into the 5th MC!!!

3 cheers to Lixian, Yiwen, Janicia, Sin en, Yong feng, Florence, Terence, De rui, Jeremy, Ritchie, Tiongwei, Puayfang and Ives... WELL DONE

Also not forgetting Fred, Michelle, Calvin, Luke.. U all have done ur best..

Wanna thanks the many ppl who actually so caring towards me... letting feel me the warmth and care of the CSC community again... Ives, Jiayi, Janicia, Joachim, Kenny, Shifeng, Buddy Fred, Terence, Puayfang... Thanks lots..

XYZ
Disappointed, no tinge of bitterness thou, just regrets...

Directionless

2006-08-25T02:39:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for so long... really very long... so many things that can be written here.

Have had a very hectic holiday, Ethelonter Camp 2006, Proj CAN, Paint a Home, Union camp 06 and the many many outings and birthday celebration that comes after the camps. Really very tired, but it has really been so fun and exciting for the past 3 mths.

Now sch has started... all attention should be on studies... Jiayou everyone....

Grant a wish is coming soon!!! busy busy... everyone Jiayou too and to anyone who read this blog (I still hope there is), Pls support GAW internal drive this coming sept... visit www.nuscsc.net for more updates.

Have been going broke although I have been working for the last part of the holidays... too many birthday gifts and presents to spent on and to all the july and august babies... hAppy BIRTHDay!!!!

Me In Simple Solitude Involving Nascent Greatness... Yet On Umber... My current MSN nick... haha

Must say that I have met and made alot of great friends from all the camps and activities I am participating in... hahaa... Hathor and Puffer still RAWKZ... everyone keep in touch and meet up more often ya...

Buddy Fred, wat are we doing on the 26th of August??? U haven tell me yet!!!! hahaa which is like tml!!!!

My Mobile phone is going to "die", sometimes, the vibration mode is not working, and sometimes the smses comes super late... think I gonna change my phone soon... any good nokia recommendations?

I wanna buy sports shoes too... anyone wanna go shopping with me??? hahhaa

My lappy is running at a tortoise speed!!!! I wanna reformat it!!!! said it since last sem... Haven done it yet!!! wat the hell have I been doing!!!!

Got 3 Blisters on my hand playing tennis yesterday!!! shiok hahaa... I think I should go and pick up tennis... looks damn fun but it sure is tiring... ahhahaa

i wanna shout!!!!

Cheese cake is nice, can try to make ur own cheese cake.... made one for ives birthday hahaha... tastes fabulous!!!! well done janicia...

Zhou Hua Jian rain man album is very nice....

Jay chou newest album is going to debut in sept.. hahaha and sock is going fanatic... hahahaa

Will things work out???

How are my "daughters"... feels like i have neglected them... so sorry

Luyee Da jie... still very busy with work??? hope u are coping!!!! remember to look for me when u free ya... got tonnes to talk to you...

thanks everyone who remembered my birthday!!!! So happy.... thanks for the gifts too!!! I will not forget them...

CSC elections is coming... I am running.... all the best to all those that are running too...

I am typing this entry without thinking... anything that comes to my mind, i just type it here hahaha... so it is a bit incoherent... sorry.... I think I still got alot of stuff left untyped... cannot remember now... haiz... tired tired...

I shall learn to be more patient and not worry so much!!!!
XYZ

Siow Clan Guild Association 60th anniversary dinner

2006-06-15T02:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha... read the title? stunned??? can't believe right? hahaha

Yes it is indeed Siow Clan Guild Association 60th anniversary dinner, 萧氏总会60周年记念晚会。My father, along with me and my bro, was invited to the dinner too cause my uncle is an honorary member of the association.

At first I was not that keen on going as I was not directly affliated to the association but went in the end cause my uncle invited us. The venue for the dinner is at Expo.... and i was thinking wahhh... so far away and Expo, is there really a need to hold the dinner in such a huge place!?!??!

But then i was stunned when I reached Expo.... The atmosphere was grand!!!! There was 3 huge signboards saying "welcome to Siow Clan Guild 60th anniversary Association dinner" and there was a team of 4 lions(lion dance) stationed at the entrance and people is like streaming in one after another. Bouquets of flower billboards were also seem lined up along the walls of the Expo corridor and finally I entered the hall... and 130 tables and 1300 chairs and a live chinese Orchastra band greeted my eyes....

Yes 1300 seats, with Guild members coming from Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Indonesia, Taiwan, China and Philipines. And guess wat?!?!?! THE MC OF THE DAY is none other then Media Corp Artist, Huang Wen Yong!!!!!

Well all is soooo new to me but there is a few spoilers, which is the performance presented. One of the ppl they got as singers for performance were the CITI Gals... (Can u all still remember the time during chinese new yr 3 yrs ago when they were singing the 中国娃娃， “大错特错，不要来。。。” song。。。。 Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!) Horrible man..... ahahhaa

Shit feeling damn sleepy now... hmmmm... why am i always blogging like at 3 am in the morning... lol.... I shall sleep now, will update more on another day... banner painting day is arriving in just a few more hours.... Hathor Rawks!!!! & WHERE ARE ALL THE FRESHIES????

XYZ
down and out... zzzZZZZZ

I am back again!!!

2006-05-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hahaa... got the sudden urge to blog.... eventhough now is like 2 am in the morning and i need to wake up like 4 hrs later for external hunt trial.... OMG... why must it be soooo early!!!! Anyway, I guess I haven been blogging for such a long time that this blog is gathering cobwebs and dust... sheessshhh.....

Anyway, just a few updates on recent happenings....

I had a trumatising monday last week (22nd May).... why? cuz I was happily "attacked" by my buddy and SP duo.... I ended up with black fingernails... urghhh... horrible man.... not that i din put up a fight, but then they got 3 ppl (Bullies.... grrrrrr...) and anyway, I had my revenge back on fred.... And ZQ is threatening to "youtube" the video... hahaha but that is not all.... Was played around by the SP councillors during SP trial, with the freaking teasing here, there and everywhere.... AND I AM VIDEOed AGAIN (Thanks to SP I/C !!!! =p)... Urghhhh... so paiseh.... But then Zin did proof herself as a worthy SP partner... hahaha....

Wed, 24th May, External hunt trial.... freaking tired again... but then laksa at holland V is nice... ahhahaa slurp....

Fri, 26th May, Badminton!!! Yes!!!! Christine super high that day, keep jumping and skipping around the court... and GAW PD and APD, denise and me, pulled a spectacular stun by winning Yiwen and Renhong at badminton... hahhaaa.....
Sock Khim and Shifeng went shopping for nightwalk costumes after that... hahaha... COOL!!!! Then it is nightwalk trial.... Not as good as expected.. I overlooked too much things... but shifeng's station, with crystal and sock khim was fabulous... Got make-up somemore.... soooo professional...... hahaha.... All the other stations did well too....

Sat, 27th May... Cluedo trial... I was tired again as usual.... went to TOWN from sch for dinner!!!! Town?!?!?! Ya, TOWN, with Fred, Zq, Cal, Tiong, Crystal, Yvonne and Chris.... But had fun scandaling Cal and his many erhhh... wives? gfs? hahaha.... And tat day was the only time I saw Zq kenna threatened!!!! This is like ONCE IN A LIFETIME!!!!

Sun, 28th May.... Freezing sunday... raining cats and donkeys and I had to be in the pool for 3 hrs!!!!!! Torturous.... Anyway, was so drained by the end of the day, that I dozed all my way from Expo Mrt to clementi Mrt, on which I made a joke outta myself..... I guess I was so tired that i slept standing and was swaying around like a Bu Dao Wong and I actually fall flat on my butt.... urghhhhh.... so paiseh.....

Mon, 29th May, had internal games trial.... was okie if not for my medication, which caused me to extreme uncomfortness.... anyway, would like to thanks all the kind souls that were concerned for me... thanks lots.....

Finally Tue..... Went ECP in the morning... got tanned by the blazing sun...phewww.... then met OC ppl for lunch at pastamania..... Had K-box later, shiok!!!! hahahaha.... Bryan, yongfeng, mer, pui, tiong, Zq, Cal, Yvonne and Christine can really sing man... but was kenna tortured by 2 crazy gals.... keep poking me non-stop... grrrr.... lol

Then met my JC CCA group, Visual Arts Club.... 3 batches of students came down.... so it is a 3 generation gathering... hahaha Cool right!?!?! Felt so old among the juniors....

Anyway, did something unimaginable today... I actually did manage to chase my bus all the way from one busstop till the next.... I missed Bus 7 at the orchard Mrt busstop and it was like 11.30pm.... So I was kinda desperate and ran all the way to the next busstop as I saw the bus stopped at the traffic light behind wheelock place.... it was quite a close shave actually but amazingly, the bus uncle waited abit while i did my last 10 m dash to the busstop after the 200 m plus chase.... Phewwwwwwwwww................. I nearly puked from the running thou....

kk... thats abt all.... I really should be sleeping.... it's 3 am now...

XYZ
crazy.....

YEAH

2006-05-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

I am bored.
Dats why I am spamming my buddy's blog.
Wahahaz.

Anyway, 4 more days to our buddification 1st month anniversary..!!
Wahahaz.

:-) I am so bored bored bored.

TIRED

2006-05-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. Have been too busy to post anything here, so was thinking, maybe I should spice up my blog abit... hahaha... Have a lot of photos taken, but no time to put up... Anyway got a nice blogskin for me???

So busy nowadays, even have to miss some of my friends' outings.... Yawnz.... anyway, I am not going to complain here, My msn has been "tiring" enuff... ahhaha....

Some updates:
Ethelonter camp is COMING... Can't wait for it to come man...
Union camp still dun have much information yet....
Maybe this is abt all for now... Hahaha..
Oh ya, I finally got myself an SENTOSA ISLANDER PASS.... hahhaa... Found out that I have been to sentosa so many times just this week... for recce and stuff... urghhhh...

And I think I am getting old, was made officially an AH ZHOR (Great grand father) by my friend.... faints... maybe I will have great great grand children and great great great... SWEATZ!!!

XYZ
Happy Mother's Day

Concuss Concuss

2006-05-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

Wahhh.. tired tired... suddenly realised my schedule has become hectic 7 day week, with all my outings and projs... worse then my timetable during schooling period... SWEATZ... dying dying dead dead..... yawnzzZZZ... zzzZZZZ

XYZ
Tired (I need more ghosts for nightwalk, but I dun like to force ppl...)

It's Over...

2006-05-03T06:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah... It is officially over!!! At least for this sem... hahaha.... Exams have been terrible, or should I say that it has never been good... urghhhh... but anyway, since it is over le, I shall be happy and enjoy my 3 month worth of holdays... hahaha...

My Exam study period was boring, if not for the jokes here and there with my new found study "Clinque"... (Well, it is at least better than me at home, lying on my comfy bed where i will confirmed be lured into induced sleep... hahhaa) Christine, Amanda and of cuz my buddy fred, have been staying over in the clubrm to mug through the night... I would say that studying would be more efficient if not for the freaking exams stress that have been doubling the lameness in everyone of us.... Laughing never seems to cease during that period... hahhaa....

Fred, lamest, of us all, ultimate suaner with his lvl 3000 elang power... and the most crazy during this fateful period... Buddified (if there is such a word) me on 26th April 06 because of the lift down to Holland V for late supper.... diao.... hahaha... And even in this stressful times, he is still as camera sensitive as before (Poser!!! hahaha.... )

Christine, gal from chem that swear never to take bio modules, LOVES Geo and likes to study in Engine.... actually I dun really remember how she sudden joined us to study together, but wat is amazing is the countless time she jio us to fong seng for late night supper and the ways she gored on junk food and tibits and she is still like thin lah... Most females I guess, will die to have this "eat like crazy, but wun get fat capability loh" , especially when Fred says that she is like a "pig"(in terms of how much she eats, not her size.... haha)

Amanda, likes and loves to suan Mervyn!!! dun noe wats wrong with her... But she just so seem to have fun souring Merpig... But I guess, that's wat everyone does... wahhaha... Plus that she loves NEOPETS sooo much that she is hooked over it during the exam period... Crazy crazy crazy... hahaha...

Hmmm... Thats abt all for now.... yawnnzzzzz... So tired... fully packed holidays to come... gonna get some sleep...

XYZ
Holidays.... Yeah!!!

One Year loh

2006-04-29T02:05:00.000+08:00

Just around another 11 days, i will be graduating from being a P-plate driver... hahaha yeah... And increment from 12 pts to 24 pts for my current clear record... hahaha (like i drive around alot like that... wahhaha)....

3 more days to end of Exams!!!! Jiayou to everyone!!! Exams are gonna be over and then the fun will begin... weee.... I can forsee a busy holi this sem break... haha....

Anyway, wanna say Happy birthday to my april baby frenz, like Cai Peiyi, Flora Yee, Weizhong, Luyee, Melissa and many others... noe it kinda sucky to have birthday near this sucky period, but hope the birthday luck will bring u all fabulous joy... woooo.... hahhaa...

Cheerz
XYZ
craZYX...

ppl are getting more crappy during exams periods!!! I am one!!!! =)

Hmmm.. KFC in NUS???

2006-04-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

Was late for CS1**4 lect on Fri due to idiotic 151 bus which took half an hr to come... rushed into the lect and sat down in one corner of the hall.... suddenly I caught sight of my group of frenz...

"orhhh... they are sitting there..." I thought to myself.

*stares*

*stares back*

They are eating KFC in the lect hall!!!!

"huh... KFC??? When do they have KFC in NUS??? "

*More stares........*

SW stuffing on his zinger burger!!!!

Exams

2006-04-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhhhhhh..... EXAmS coming !!!!! Stress stress.... =(

BUS 151

2006-03-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

This is the bus I have to take to school everyday...

Half of the time, it is non air-conditioned, they say...

It is also the bus that is most "strange"

Sometimes, being packed to the brim...

Sometimes, it just do not comes at all...

U dun want it, it comes in twos and threes...

Can never seem to understand it...

Kanna sai!!!

Somebody HELP ME!!!!

XYZ
grrrrrr...... lol =p

Life

2006-03-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

heeee... It is so nice to meet up with friends.... Like my union camp OG group for a belated surprise celebration on monday, running into Luyee Dajie in canteen today and oso seeing Flora at the busstop.... Everyone are getting more and more busy nowadays especially with the final exam coming up in a months time...Datelines for project, tutorials and many other stuff.... times with friends are certainly getting less and less....

Anyway, some phenomenon i see every wed, LESS AND LESS PPL ARE COMING FOR LECTURES... ESPECIALLY CS1**4 and CS1**2 which lead to the reduction in ppl in CS*23*, so which oso means somebody self declaring wed as a freeday... hahaha....

And kevin... SW "complaining" abt ur CMI chinese... haha...

And a last sorry for sinhui here.... hehehee but hope u really liked the surprise... hahaha... btw, weeinn say she will go and look for john himself hahaha... So dun worry abt her... Nicole should be comin with us on fri too...

XYZ

11** Lect...

2006-03-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

Realise that less and less ppl is going for the CS11** lect...

After having CS1**4 lecture, there are 10 of us initially....

During break before CS11** lect.... Sci Canteen
Mindy: I wanna goooo HOME!!!!
Huiping: eeee... so u not going for CS1231 lect? Impt u noe...
Mindy: Orhhh ya horrr.... hmmmm....
SW: U noe wat he teaching today?
Jem: Sorry ah, can't tell u cuz I din go for his lect today....
SW: I will go and listen, if good I will stay, if not I go back hall... haha...
Jem: Still need to go meh?!?!?!.....
After break Jem left...
......... 1 down

2 pm.... Outside S*C building
Mindy: Bye!!!! *grins
Rest of the group: Bye....
........ 2 down

2.05 pm... LT Thirty Something
SW: hey I go toilet.... *evil smile
Kok Kuan: Go toilet need to bring bag?
....... 3 down

Yingwei: Hey stacy, black eyes ah? U want the facial cream anot? I teach u how to use....
Stacy: thks..............

5 minutes later..........
Yingwei: Bye!!!!
...... 4 down

2.50 pm..... On msn....
SW (back in hall at 2.15pm): use microphone and let me listen to his stupid voice!!!!
XYZ: Can hear?
SW: hear nothing sia... no one talking meh?
XYZ: the lecturer toking lah... haha
SW: I heard weird noises... tell him he sux... show our msn to him... quick!!!
SW: i sms jem, and told him i left already...
SW: then i said, 'no improvement at all!'
SW: he replied me....'u r hoping for too much'

3.10 pm...
Huiping: hey u listening to his lect?
Jane: no....
Julian: ya lah... no one listening
Conclusion... all down!!!!

XYZ
hahaha... so much for my CS11** Lect... =P
** fill in the blanks urself... wahahhaa

USR 06 Uniquely Singapore Race 2006

2006-02-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

Someone said that it is a badly organised event, some said that it was lousy, but no matter who said wat, I still din regret joining it... And I guess most of my friends have the same sentiments too.... Anyway, as promised, here are the photos!!!

STARTING PT
The Golden Rooster Gang!!!
Consisting of :
Golden Rooster Team
The Royal Cheeken
The Zen Roosters (My Team)

THE MAD RUSH
oOooOoo... see them go... Ever seen 400 ppl rushing along Orchard Rd carrying backpacks, etc... It is one hell of an experiences!!! LoL

FIRST CHECK PT
A cute furball I saw at the Park... hahaha... SOOO CUTE.....

FAREAST SQUARE DON
Outside Don outlet.... An unsuccessful attempt to take a photo without ourselves.. Dennis' head got "shopped" off... but this pic still look kinda Cool... haha...

MERLION AT ESPLANADE
Funny Photo directed by me!!! wahaha... The umbrella Mervyn brought came in handy here... hehe...

LITTLE INDIAN ARCADE
Henna painting of the Uniquely Singapore Race Logo, designed by my sec school friend, Amin...
I did the Henna... NICE??? Hee =)

Let Our Powers Combine....

CHINATOWN POINT
Lantern made by Zen Roosters... We finished it in 20 mins....

GEYLANG DURIAN STALL
Only Dennis and Mervyn is eating... And Gosh were they quick.... Crystal and me are no no to durian... lolx

The 1st Day ended with
Golden Rooster team: 19th
The Royal CheeKen: 18th
The Zen Roosters: 65th (OMG... we are so SLOW!!! hahaha... But we almost had pic taken at every check points.... hee.... )

Slept outside the function room at Coasta Sand chalet at East Coast... Poor us... wahhaha...

2ND DAY

MACRITCHIE RESERVOIR
Dennis is the power House here (He is strong)... And I am in JEANS... Urghhhh....

PLAZA SINGAPURA
WOOOO.... Mervyn is doing ABSAILING at this station.... THIS IS THE FIFTH OR SIXTH STOREY!!!!

BOAT QUAY
Beautiful night scene... Aweeeee......

ENDING POINT (ZOUK)
Happy ending for the Golden Roosters... YEAh...
The First time entering Zouk for some of the non-chiongster in the Group... hahaha...

Ranking
Golden Rooster team: 27th
The Royal CheeKen: 40th
The Zen Roosters: 43rd

Thou we are the last within the 3 groups I am still proud to say that Zen Roosters catch up by alot during the Second Day... Cheerz

Well in all... still kinda glad I joined this event (The only bad thing is the amount of money spent excluding the registration fee.... I spent 25 plus bucks on transportation alone... haven include the lunch and dinner money yet) shag but memorable... even get to meet my secondary sch friend there... haha... Uniquely Singapore Race Rawkz.... =)

Friends?

2006-02-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking of something recently... Am I really that forgiving and tolerant people like some of my friends used to say.... Or am I just a intolerant and insensitive bastard...

Also had been thinking of the exact meaning of friendship and how should people go about treating their friends...

Things happens... and I am certainly not happy with it... Got lotsa 苦水 to 吐... but i guess i shouldn't put any of that here...

This few days has certainly not been my days... getting more and more agitated and pissed off easily... What has become of me man... Think that I am going to go crazy if this carry on any longer... for now, I should simply go into my "state of DENIAL" and have a happy last two holiday.... I really cannot be bothered with it anymore....

XYZ
Pathetically I Sometimes Select Evasion... Dilemma...

CSC FOC BANNER PAINTING

2006-02-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Had not blogged for soooo long... urghhh.... hahaha

Had CSC Banner painting today... haha so fun... but my arthritis is acting up on my elbow again, so had trouble painting some time... haha... And u can never trust Mervyn with a brush after today wahhaha... FOS... FOC grouping is out too haha... Cool... I am in group 4, Carine is my AKC... OMG... ahhaha... Anyway, after painting had oc dinner, we are seated, Mervyn, Mei toon, Clarice, Amanda, Calvin and me one group and the rest another group and our group, we were all sprouting Japanese.... arigatou... tabemasu... domo... hahhaa... (Mervyn doesn't noe jap, thus is catching no balls here and is desprately asking Zhenqin to change seats with him so that he can be spared from the torture of being bombarded by Jap... haha ) then had famous ah balling to fill our hungry stomaches.... wooo.... so full haha... getting fat, getting fat... must exercise soon or will become 大肚腩。。。哈哈哈。。。

Will post up some photos from the uniquely singapore race here soon hahaha so stay tuned

XyZ....
Sleepy Head... =)

Sick

2006-02-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

Urghhhh... feel damn sick today... Was waken up at 6am in the morning by a phone call from my mum, reminding me to wake my bro up cause he has to book in camp this morning... I mumbled thru the phone call and was utterly shocked when I stumbled over to my brother's room and find that I cannot recoginise my voice at ALL!!! But wat was worse is that I totally missed the PAH final Recce... and I REALLY have to apologise Xy... SORRY!!! PAISEH!!!

Haiz... New Year Holi come and pass in the wink of an eye and midterms are COMING... URGHHHHHH......... cs1102 is still a "mystery" to me.... faints...

XYZ

Happy Chinese New Year

2006-01-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Yoz... A very happy Chinese New Year to all my friends... 恭喜恭喜，发大财。。。and Hope All U PEEPZ out there receive LOADS AND HEAPS of Angbaos...

Went visiting my relatives and friends during this few days... Can't believe the CNY holidays is ending so soon and school is starting tomorrow.... urghhh... still got unfinished tutorials... Anyway, have been eating so much this few days, all the cookies and reunion dinners.... woooooo... One meal after the other... I am sure I am getting fat... Guess I needa work all those fats off.... =P

Finally got to noe wat is sugi cookies... never really noe the names of the CNY cookies... ahhaha...
Pineapple tarts, sugi cookies, pineapple tarts again, more sugi cookies.... wahhahaha.... REALLY GETTING FAT........

Really feeling kinda Old nowadays, especially seeing so many kids ( mostly my cousins) during CNY... running all around with boundless energies.... wooooo..... And this CNY, I found out that I am interacting more with the adults and my aunties questioning when i gonna bring gf back, with my dad joking that I should just anyhow bring some gal back so i can get extra angbaos... muahhaha... SWEAtZ

And Feb 14th I still got no date... anyone wanna "date" me?... wahahhaha
Kevin, we both so jialat, not like Shaowei, got that PGP gal!!!! Pang seh us.... =P

XYZ
Any CSC ppl wanna "visit" the dark places in NUS? hahahaha
3rd Feb Fri 6pm meet clubrm.... hahahahhahaa...... recce recce... hahahahaha

My heel...

2006-01-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Urghh... heels have been swollen since yesterday.... and it is getting BAD today.... By the time I finished helping the SLP ppl with the sorting of money, I am practically "immobilised" with the swollen heel.... Have to limp my way out of the CSC clubroom to the busstop which seems to be so far today... Terrible... Overslept at the busstop and missed one 151 just now and I think I would be still asleep if not for Yuncai who arrived later at the busstop. OMG....

At last my timetable is ready... haha... at least I din suffer from the same fate I had in semester 1. But the balloting of tutorial is not as smooth sailing as it is, actually all was fine until I realised that there are NO MORE VANCANCIES in one of the tutorial that I am suppose to ballot... ARGHHH... In the end, my friend told me it is likely that 4 of the tutorials are cancelled and they forget to add more vacancies to the available time slots.... Grrrrrr.... STUPID....

Anyway, I had a total lecture hrs of 17 hrs this sem for 5 modules, which is 5 more hrs more than my last sem when I am taking 6 modules... III-_-

Haha.. dun really noe wat to blog abt now... will be having program outing tomorrow... Will be going to Carl's Burger... Yeah... but hope my heel will be better by tomorrow...

XYZ
Really feeling like a 老人 now... =P

Lalala

2006-01-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating for very loing.. sorry pals... haha... feeling so lazy... actually should have things to blog about, but just dun have the feeling to blog them down...

Anyway, Went for VAT yesterday... It was good man, especially the video done by our CSC very own Pub team, Eng Khoon and Zhenqin... GREAT!!!! It was all very fun, all the prize giving and stuff, but maybe it's just because I am not in any RVPs, that I felt a bit left out at the very end where different groups of ppl are gathering for phototaking sessions.... Grrrrr.... lolX....
Was having problems finding a table to sit initially as the ppl were sitted in their RVPs table, until I managed to find a seat at the Touch Senior's Table... hahaha...

Khoon Hong said
"Haha... U like guerrilla, 游击队... any table also can sit lah.... "

Maybe I should consider joining 1 RVP.... keke

Went K-box with my sec sch friends in the morning... and my oh my, Ruhui can really sing man... and Wei Tzer was wondering why she was not in choir after the audition in sec sch....

Looks like things are getting better in 2006... Hope it stays that way.... Cheerz and Smilez... =)

CSC PAH (Paint A Home)

2005-12-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

Wooo.. Haha... Joined Paint-A-Home as Publicity member, hope this proj will be another fun and meaningful one....

Had learnt lotsa stuff from the previous Special Proj (GAW) that I joined... hehe... and I would like to thanks Zhihao for the Yummy PD treat at Village too... Uploaded some pics here... Oh ya, btw, the "4 "underage gals" blowing candle" video clip is hilarious... hahhaa...

Quek and the Gals!!!

Seafood Platter!!!
Fondue!!!

Food!!!
Pizza!!!

Group PhotoS!!!

Life.....

2005-12-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! It has been a long time since I logged into blogger, been too lazy recently, actually got lotsa things to blog abt, abt the fun and laughter-filled CSC workshop, abt my recent KL trip, abt lotsa things... life has certainly not been that bad after exams....

But sad to say, this entry will be another sad one....

One of my friend, i noe where i worked part time has passed away...
He is only 21, SAME AGE AS ME....
And just because ONE road accident and he is gone.... FOREVER.... from everyone's life...
He is still so young.... But he is already working to be independent, not like most of us who still depend on allowance from our parents.
I went for his wake and saw him through his coffin.... he is lying there, "sleeping peacefully", in a slumber that u noe that he will never wake up.....
And i remembered that I just spoke to him the week before and there he is now, eyes closed....
Haiz... come to think of it, life is indeed very fragile....

Cherish lives

Cuz u only live ONCE...

Stoned

2005-11-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

Totally flunged my MA1505 today... it's either i gonna get and F or if lucky, a D for this paper...

Hate myself!!!

Super Stress

2005-11-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

Gonna be super stress for the next incoming few days....

A 3 hit combo papers coming my way.....

23rd SSA2215 - Biophysical Environment of Singapore (Very "essay" Qns paper.... I hate Essays!)
24th EG 1108 - Electrical Engineering (nv really understood what the lecturer is talking abt)
25th MA 1505 - Mathematics I (My understanding and application sucks, Mich 老师 will noe why... hehe)

Argghhhh.... die die die....

xyz
"distorted and mutilated"
加油 EveryONE....

Woo hoooo~~~

2005-11-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah... 2 paper down... 4 more to go!!! 8 more days and I will be a free man...

And ppl, pls go view shaowei's post "Kiasuism in NUS"!!!... OMG, I dun believe this is happening in NUs... ppl going to such an extend!!!.... wahahhaa...

XYZ
i must make tml a better place!!! =)

Lalalala...

2005-11-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh... counter has reached 1000 ++... dunno who is the lucky 1000th person!! wahhaha... no price thou, hehehe.... just curious! wahha....

Some of the searches in google that leads to my site...

"what can u get from thin layer chromatography"
"elmo sofa"

dunno why elmo sofa is so popular!!! hmmm....

Anyway, first paper ended!!!! Yeah... 5 more to go... still the same old thing... 大家加油！！！自由只在不远处！！！Any suggestions for the incoming holidays??? kekeke....

Yawnzzz..

2005-11-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz... it's one o'clock in the morning and I am still sitting infront of this boring laptop screen... Many things have happened since the day I stepped into NUS, alot of things I wanted to blog.... so many things happened, so many... seems like the last 20 yrs of my life have been monotonous and boring compared to what the events that happened within this short 5 mths of uni life....

Happy, sadness, frustration, Joy, Laughter, stress, moodiness, helplessness, Fun.... So much stuff, so many, until I practically dunno where to start blogging and how to start blogging... I have been told by many friends that I think too much... but i think cause I dun understand, cuz I wanna make sure, I wanna noe why...

I had a whole range of experiences in this short sem... seen lotsa things, start to wonder abt lotsa things too... talked to lotsa ppl... I must say that I am really very naive, very ignorant, living a life of denial... And the thing is that the more u noe, the more stress and pressure u will be putting on urself. I suddenly realise the meaning of "Ignorance is Bliss"...

This bring me to what mervyn wrote on his blog...

Well, I believe that everyone has their own problems. And I feel that it is inevitable for one not to have a single one in their whole life. Why do we have it? Coz without them, one cannot grow and life will be boring. Just be contented and try and keep the problems within your control. You can do it!

To progress in life, one have to know more... Facts, truth, etc.... are actually derived from the problems that are part and pieces of life... although they might be painful to know or they are results from days of hardship and suffering, they will prove to be the best learning aid of one's life in the end... As we noe 良药苦口，the best medicine is bitter...

For me personally, i have to admit that I am not ready and not prepared to face alot of things yet, still veri inmature and too dependent... still got tonnes to learn... felt that I have changed a lot during this sem... Is it a change for the better or is it a change for the worst... this is something I have still yet to find out... I won't mind a few comments abt this... keke...

Anyway, enough abt this crap... Exam time is drawing near... everyone is going crazy from stress and pressure.... Jiayou ppl.... few more weeks and everything will be over!!!

And mei toon... very nice of u to go to all the blog and tag... whahhaha...
Mervyn!!! U will suffer retribution for doing that to mickey!!!! wahhahaha...
Mei Yan... Ur Dog so Cuteeee.... hail to the photographer and haylie!!!
Carrie and sinhui and weeInn... best daughters wahaha... and ya, weeinn... GET WELL SOON!!!
Fred... dun feel cold... U can do it!!!!
Gen... den stress! Take things in ur stride ya... hehe
Dennis!!! Dun take too much choco and coffee!!!!! wahahaha....
ZhenQin... was Harry Potter Nice??? And thanks for many advice and help...
Michelle... Congrats on passing ur driving test!!! Remember not to SPEED!!! haha...
Lixian... looking forward to hear more scandals from U... wahaha....
Zhihao and XXX(censored)... Are u fuifilling the GAW "curse"... haha....
Flora, Yilin, Yuanwei, Weitzer, Weiqi, etc (CSS ppl) Jiayou for the incoming Exams!!!! erhhhh... NTU ppl finished theirs???? Grrrr... hehehe...
Jeremy... Dun worry abt ur EG1108 too much lah... Have faith in urself...
Shaowei... Running is good.... better than sleeping!!! hehe...
Luyee Jie, Siosen jie, all my frye 姐s... Jiayou for Exams and Work!!!
Baby Nicole... haha... I tell u who is he lah... his name is Joo Chuan!!!! Dun forget again k... keke...
To all my frenz who are studying.... Just tahan a feww more weeks and everything will be over!!! 加油!!!

XYZ
Still staring at boring laptop screen... hehehhee....

Hmmm...

2005-11-07T11:13:00.000+08:00

Dunno wat to blog... hahaha

Arthritis "came" back to me... dragging myself around school with a swollen kneecap... grrr....

Dunno what am I revising lately... going into "stoning mode"....

Oh, ya... If sometimes I dun reply to any of u all on the msn, is not because I dao hor.... it's just that I am not at my computer.... sorry... will try to change my mode to "away" next time... keke =P

And yah, nearly forget... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FREDDIE AND JOOCHIE !!! Wahahaha....

Trying desperately to mug effectively ahhahaa....

And... should I change course??? CEC or C&M???

XYZ
In total dis[ ]....
[ ] = array... wahhaha

好难!!!

2005-10-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

Wooo~~~... trying sooooo hard to be optimistic for once...

But what I realise is that the harder u try, the more 老天爷会跟你做对... arghhhh... TERRIBLE...

Dunno what to blog here also... whahaha...

Said to myself the next time I blog, I will only blog good stuff, so when I come and read my blog, I wouldn't feel worse...

Anyway, a GREAT BIG THANK YOU TO YILIN!!!
Could not have finished the thing without ur help....
Own U big time here!!!!

XyZ... damn bored... damn sianz...

"moodswing" ???

2005-10-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

Have been moody lately... hmmm.. or should I say moodless...

Dun noe what to write, dunno what to think of... Hua, yilin and weitzer, think that i am going into moodswing at last (not those angry kind lah.. just those "feeling very tired, moody" kind).... hahaha... after so long, eversince secondary sch, when you all keep apologising for mood swinging me... keke... (cuz I am the only one not having one and I am good to bully oso... wahhaa... oppssss....)

XYZ is not so tolerant after all... Kinda amazed how I can tolerate all those insults/suanings, sad feelings, angry feelings last time from the "SIAO" yuzheng days from pri sch to "kenna suaning all the time" guy in sec sch to all kind of insults from my army days (P.s. I suan ppl too, just that it's 小巫见大巫。。。)... How non-chalant i can look at all those things, and how I can remain cheerful at all times... like wat my PS cum Bro wrote for me in my testimonial in friendster...

" Peepz,if u're looking for someone to insult,suan,take advantage of, diz fella's da man! ..... ..... .... who takes thgs in his stride thanks to his abnormally high threshold to insults and pranks onhim.(we all love playg w his hp! .... .... .... "

Henga

So, to my friends and pals out there, a big sorry if I happen to feel listless or 心不在焉 when toking... But then again, that does not mean that U all peepz cannot disturb me or anything... well, tag on my board, comment or msn to share a few happy moments, that will certainly brighten everyone's day.

Well, XyZ will still be XyZ....
Thanks all those that have been motivating me all this while...
CheerZ...
I aM NoT AlOnE...